apa nak buat???

apa nk buat klu diri tu sndiri malas...

hurmm...been ages x tulis blog n skarang dikala boring menjelma brula sedar blog itu ada gunanya...

hu...this is my 1st entry for 2010 for sesiape yg x aware lgi...

nothing much to say but really want to type..

so far for this year:

01/01/10 :
happy new year - Welcome 2010

happy bufday adah - misz u so soooo much...wish i could 'kenak' u much longer [from akon's song -wish i could keep u much longer..ngeh3]

happy bufday dowie - although my wish won't reach u -dunno his no. maa

02/01/10:

haikal pulang sudah ke asramanya - slamat bersekolah adikku...

n to all my adiks di faris petra - kak ned wish u slamat bersekolah jugak...
elin, put3, eyah, qilah, ika, momon, aida n chinin - hope all of u won't angry dkt ur kakak2 dorm becoz the dorm was really messed up...hu3..

03/01/10:

wish u guys best of luck kt kem latihan - sending off fren that choosen for the PLKN..-ganbatte nee minna esp biela, asimn, zulpka, eppa, c'tan, mat jong, kam n sesape yg i x igt tu maap la ye

n until now ak sndiri pn xtau nk wt ape dh kt rumah ni...

blaja kereta tu nk sgt tp klu diri tu bangun punye lewat sampai bila pn dh xtrdftar nm kt skola mmndu tu...urmmm...

kuala betis in memory...~

ßetasweet

on last 25th - 27th june 2009, we, the ßetasweet went for the sekolah angkat program at the sk kuala betis....not to be formal but i'm practising for my report writing...for your infomation,from the very start i don't even keen with it...but now,i'm missing my adeks..9 org tho..the students there were not 100% aborigines or the org asli.as the pkhem said, there are 20% malay n the rest are the org asli...so for my team, i got 3 malays n 6 aborigines..they r, azidah,anisah,umi,eja,aris,a'ol,piji,tadoi and amran.how i miss them very much...all form 5 beta or the ßetasweet joined the program n we're divided into small group as to be the fa-c..along with me are hairul azman n muhammad shafizul..thank god everything went sharp n smooth throughout the program...
so, the activities took place were LDK [latihan dlm kump], every morning we had have the senam aerobic n the poco- poco, we also had the malam persembahan n my team perform ella- standing in the eyes of the world, which was the theme song for this program, BBQ, n most important event is the crying session...i never thought that i'll be this 'meleleh'.most of us [fa-c] crying after seeing our adeq crying...uhuu:(

first n foremost thing i expect before coming there is, i thought that they are not really like outsiders n not welcoming us...some of the kids just jawab acuh x acuh bila ditanya for the first day...n for the next day, we could see that they are waiting for us at the stairs..how were they really interested in us....i felt like crying again...uhuuu...so, the journey is like this/:
arrive at K.betis at asar i think....and then the pkhem merasmikan program at their dining hall...then, he show us our flat...one for the boys n one for the girls + teachers.
then at night we have the ice breaking session...the kids were divided into 10 groups... and i only have 9 kids apart from 10...but it's okay...the kids were still shy shy cat n i was mati kutu to entertain them...at first we speak 'bhs luar' coz we afraid they don't understand..but as time goes, we speak kelatanese n still we could communicate well. after everyone introduce themselves, aman came out with an idea of playing this game....forgot the name already...but it's just like daruma-san game...we have to freeze ourselves or else we're out. n laughter fill up the space. because of the time limit, we just stop with the ice breaking for the first night.after supper, we wenr back to our flat..

for the next day, we start our day by some exercise, zulfikar, zam lead the way.we also had poco- poco, but it's kind of little hard to teach the kids...but it's okay we keep on doing the step over n over. then, we had our breakfast at their dining. but at this time i had to cancel my bf at dining because i'm the only one who hasn't bath yet...hahah...after that, we had our second LDK, this time the fill up is...we play game. the kotak beracun.i got the task for doing sad face.because of the excitement, i couldn't perform well. p-joe got the task for singing,so he sung p.u.s.p.a n aman got the task for saying 'i love you' so, we request him to say it to adah...it's so funny i never thought a casanova like him is a little bit shy on saying that..but he do say it. the winner for this game is anisah. but we request her to take one of the card n she got the task to do the paper folding [origami] n she makes a 'simple perahu'. after that we went for a break.

the boys had to go for the solat jumaat n that was the time when we, the girls 'menggila' we do the shuffle, dancing n of coz the cam whoring. haha...fun tho.

then we proceed the day with LDK 3..as far as i could remember, we practised for the night, so, my group choosed to do the choir, azidah lead the way n we sung 'standing in the eyes of the world'. we change the steps for 3 times n i contributed nothing.haha.aman n p-joe do all the stuff.from a to z. me?only help what need to be help. we end our practised session about 5 o'clock. then, we went for the high-tea at the dining hall.

at night, we had our 'malam persembahan'. the sad thing is, i only watched it when it's only at the persembahan ke-5,but it's okay because my group performed last. i was so proud with my group, azidah doesn't hold the lyric. she remembered it very well. but there were some of them still holding it, but it's okay, maybe this song was still new to them. and the teachers request for our performance for tomorrow closing ceremony apart from zack's group preformance. they got the first n mine was second. i could see that the kids were very happy n eager for tomorrow.even me,myself felt the same too.hoho.

so, for the last day, we begin our day by the exercises n the poco-poco.this time, the kids could do the poco-poco better than yesterday. then, breakfast n closing ceremony. we, the fa-c sung 2 songs, the first one is peter pan's song..the lyrics is kind of 'ada cerita tentang aku dan dia...'.forgot the title already n the second one is our theme song. at this time, leha cried n when i looked at my adeqs down there, i could see that they were crying....n i felt like meleleh too....most of us cried even the boys.. but,only a few of them doesn't. my adeqs won't stop crying but after we had our last talk in our group, they're okay..but still, they couldn't smile much. then, all of us took a picture together...

at three o'clock we were ready to go back..the amazing thing is, the kids already waited for us at the stairs...we're so touched by that you know....uhuuu
we also exchange our name card..so, i got anisah, umi n eja' name card.i gave mine to anisah.
they also sent us until the bus moves...

so,overall, this is the most precious memory i have ever....n i really miss my adeq2 so much....walaupun ada org ckp cam x logik je rindukan org asli but i really wish that someday i can see them again....diorang ni byk kelebihan n kekurangannya ...cam kte jgk...so, wat's good we already thaught them n they also thaught us in different way. and this is even more precious because we do it together .~ßetasweet ßoleh~

i forgot where's the girls version is....

nadiatika.ab

YESSS!!!....i finally 'mezamero'...

as i'm going back to Faris tomorrow, i struggle hard to catch up with naruto manga latest chapter..

and now, i manage to finish it...

latest chap. 451...
rase x puas pon ader...ye laa..dh nk blk skolah dh..nnti xbley dh nk bce naruto...laenla la klu ader org nk bgi pinjam...oh! how i wish somebody in my class to be that kind-hearted...*sigh

tp yang pastinya lps ni...klu ade outing, i must/have been able to read it...n catch up with the latest chap..
mmg best giler r naruto ni...mmg x sia2 ak bce n tgk anime die mse ak form1 aritu...
mmg ak tabik spring r kt Kishimoto Masashi-san ni...psl buat citer naruto ni...

walaupun x logik tp 'rasa yang pasti menggemparkan' btol...
so, so far part yg plg best:

• Tsunade releases her Katsuyu...
• lps tu, katsuyu spread all over the gakure...treating non-stop
• tanda kt kpla Tsunade ilang..as she protects the gakure
• yondaime halang the ninth tail dr kluar
• yondaime britahu naruto that he's his son...'because i gave you that name'....aaaaaaaaa
• yondaime told naruto that the kyuubi is noisy...n go to somewhere else...where he could speak with naruto quietly...
• naruto punches yondaime n he's crying,asking of why did the 4th seal the kyuubi in his body
• yondaime says gomen to naruto because of his suffer for 16 years...
• yondaime says that he believe in naruto and put his hand onto naruto's head...
• all of the soul that Pain take are realeased ... revive of konoha ... kakashi, shizune, froggy are back to life..!~
  

so...skarang ni mmg sasuke plak nk intrude konoha...so, i'm wondering lps kes sasuke ni...ape plak yg jadik..??akatsuki is all left...after fightin with the akatsuki, ape plak..??

so, overall adkh naruto is nearly at its end..???i hope nooooooo!!!
please don't let this end KM-san....huhu....
i beg you...onegaiiii~....

but someday i've to face it...n if it do end, i'll just have to start watching it from the very first rite..??this show is worth to watch even for million time...right..??

chap 439 n 440...<--easy for me to read it again next time...

so, that's it....i got it....

now it's the time to struggle for future...
MEZAMERO!! SPM await!

jaa~

cry on my shoulder

post ni totally xder kene mengene ngan tajuknya...
just lagu yg ak dengar at this time...
pepagi ni kene la dengar lgu jiwo-shiwo skett...
lepas layan naruto shippuuden kte lyn blog plak..
hahah...

my homeworks erm...45% siap kot..
holiday is a holiday afterall...
sepatutnya cikgu mane bley give such works...
[xsdar spm mendekati]

so, so far i felt like listing all works i've done until today...
my holiday tho..:

a. doing +math's differentiation for 5 ques.

b. watch Twilight <-- great movie, my sis said 'kalau bce novel, msti frustrated with this movie...so, tgk movie n den br bce novel' and i agree...nnti laa nk buat koleksi novel2 twilight with asunie...dia ckp berminat...

c. watch slumdog millionaire <-- another great hindustan movie selain mohabbatein...ada one part yg i really x sanggup nk tgk...part 'cokes'-meng'cokes' mata .....erkks...but that's the real life tho...maybe ada antra pengemis ranking budak kt luar sana yg dizalimi in other to gain money...sob..sob....

d. ajatnyer nk continue tgk GG but xpaham laa tgk episode 7 tue...mybe sbb dh lma tgk kot...ha3..

e. siapkan math' ACE [graph x siap...lupa bw blk krtas graph la plakk]

f. ermmm...my add math diff. tu 90% siap kot...i left the ques which a little bit difficult...<--forgot the step for the first principle laaa

g. my PAI paper one tu ermm...there's still a bunch of ques without answers...

h. my physics...ermm...20% siap...

i. wish to finish my BM p2 after this...

j. the most important is....NARUTO ...able to watch the series although not yet catch up to the latest episode...watch the second shippuuden movie....best gilarkkk....and i'm very eager to watch the next movie...n really want to catch up with the latest shippuuden's episode...kalau x tgk yg ni pom xper sbnrnya...sbb epi. Hidan ni sme cam dlm manga...nnti asuma RIP jgk....the sad thing is...i wasn't able to read the manga...huis...kalau bace the manga ni nmpknya stuck in front of the n.book for the whole holiday laa...


k. what else huh..?kemas my room kot...now it's clean n clear tho...hohoho....tukar cadar...hahha...amek cadar hekal...

l.erm...this wednesday...we're going to the pulau...pulau mane pom tarak tau laa...family trip + family chik pom pi jugak...

thats all kot...and i'm wondering about my level of impatient....sokmo x sabar2 nk buat something tu....sampaikan nk type bnda pom blh terslh....bukan sekali dua...but lotS....nk bace benda pon...sometimes tu smpai 'tok butir'... terlalu laju....nyanyi pon...

ermm....what i really want to do rite now is...want to achieve my goal....want to achieve what i should achieve...erm...

hopes to get better in future life...get tough...

ja ne~

.silbermond.

silbermond: das beste n symphonie

this two songs make me want to speak german.it always like that when i get obsessed with something, i'll get eager with the language, culture n watsoever.hhmm.call me sentimental tho?
das beste is the song that i found when i watch Tokio Hotel vanity fair.btw, tokio hotel itself is also a german band..its origin. symphonie?ermm..i get it by unaccidently download it via ares...but it sure gives me a great feeling after i hear it...though i don understand a thing...except for the 'symphonie' line.haha.

and now already 2330..the time where i suppose to sleep because back to dormitory life wouldn't give me enough time to sleep..but still i rather typing than get packing for tomorrow..hmmm...come to think of it does by sighing will shortened our lifespan?

and now 2336..still not sleepy and doesn't feel like want to move an inch from this bloody machine that makes me addicted to it. and get more addicted after listening to dream theater's through her eyes and nightwish's sleeping sun songs.just two songs that accompany me this very night.last night spend at home.for this month. and here i just searching for this blog new layout -mau tukar baju maaa- get bored with the same after all..shopaholic
layout would be better to show that i'm very eager to watch this movie but i'm not that type..because people always judge a person by its look...like judge a book by its cover...and they start to think that the must be on my wish list something brandy like:

a. valentino dress
b. pair of jimmy choo's
c. gucci handbag
d. and other things that we have to pay for the brand

and i'm that type of person -although sometimes i am but not everytime- and i wonder will i be like Becky Bloomwood when i get older who get really excited when she posses something brandy like that.?!~..oh God, i wish not ...>< and what happen when people start to use the fake one?plenty of them at GM plaza n others...sometime i laugh when i think about it...but it's alright as long as no one recognize it right?

back to my 'what is the next layout' session...
others layout which are quite interesting are changmin's layout, friendship layout[but it kind of emo tho]so, rejected!, and this one is quite cute..maybe one of my top list..hohoho...choosing a layout can be quite long sometime...sometime is when you're going to left it untouched for a longggg time...
so, put that topic aside for time being..let us talk about the becoming KOT which will be held on feb 26th .. first and last KOT for me as a student:more specific as a Farisian.for me, for a person who never went for this event [at my previous school:zainab (1) it wasn't like this..it's more like teachers-do-all-of-it stuff] are quite shock with all the semangat rumah sukan and all the thing that the fivers have to manage.and it's going to blast off...haha...~i'm mahathirian anyway~~
.hohoho..a year can be really fast..and i have to face the SPM in Oct ermm if i'm not mistaken.

and i really wonder how am i for this one year-struggling for the target..
get sleepy in class [ hohoho ]
and skip the prep:). [ i do it last year because of the stomach ache okay]
get frustrated when the keropok at kak zan's canteen is sold out..haha..silly~_~
and other things that will colours my life there...

and now i've choose this black-pink layout [wonder why most girl hated pink like hell??] but i think might change it.later maybe.hoho....

gong xi...gong xi...!~

it's been a very long time since i wrote down here..
somehow i felt like it's very different...of coarse i'm talking about the school
tetiba jer get friendly with all the others fivers....cam lawak la plak..
kalo last year tu..dorm side by side pon susah giler nk tegur...
hrpkan senyum jer...tu pon naseb bek kalo dio nk bls...but this year it totally diff.
maybe because we're growing older by 1 year maybe...
and get more matured...

dis year pon i think i'm more respected by other junior...
hoho..as a senior la katakan....
nk kt last year bdk2 lower pijak kpla tu xder la...but this year rase laen yang amat...
maybe because last year br masuk skulah tu n feel like a junior jgk kott...
junior la sgt...junior form 4...[at least i'm new]

since this is the first entry since entering the new year, i think that i shall wrote down my resolutions for this year....w/pun dh lewat yang amat...today is 28th rite?..tp kire awal jgk for the chinese calendar deshou??

s0, my resolutions for this very year are:
I wAnt to:

a. be anak mithali yang mentaati arahan maps n paps !~sorry the past year perangai buruk/ suke mecot/ x dengr kta n watsoever..
b. achieve a very good result in every exam.[but for this feb. ujian pengesanan maybe x bley kot..not ready yet:P:P:P:Palasannn!!!!]
c. get 10A1 in my SPM 2009...my goal is to lawan epak punye result!that's why i took e.s.t...
d. make my dream to become reality that is: fly to JAPAN- not for melancong n melencong but to STUDY!!!..A GREAT ENGINEER WILL SOON BE BORN!!...
e. qada' all the naruto n bleach episodes that i've left..and the manga too...not forgetting the movie- klu dh kluar..[and this one come after the SPM 2009]
f. hang-out with my friends...b.f.f or the 3ple 40 ...pgi splash ker...ahaksss
g. attend the comic fiesta[c.f] or watsoever with qissu.- i'll make it into reality...
h.as i mention up there, get FRIENDLY with other schoolmate esp. the fivers..
-hope i'll have the unforgettable KOT this year [since this is the first n last KOT at Faris in my life - last year x smpat tho...lmbt masuk:(]
i. will be add up soon..

n i'll achieve it ...insya-Allah...with God will...kitto!...
ya Allah, engkau berkatilah apa yang ingin ku lakukan ini...
amin..