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بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

my updates, i have done packing. yes literally done.

semua dah hanta kolumpo dah (my uncle's going there so letak je 'banglo' dan 'flat' dalam kereta tu.)

my total luggage is aroung 26 + 8 = 34 kg. 

ada lagi  6 kilos tuu...

tak tau dah nak sumbat apa. 

kalo tau pon, memang nak sumbat makanan je hahaha

leaving Malaysia for a short period is a good choice for me to develop some love for this country. 

it was never been a very good option from the start.

having to leave the whole family.

having to leave my comfort zone..

having to face new challenges in life which u dont know yet how to face it.

having to do everything all by yourselves

having to decide by our own.

buuuuuuuuuuuut, above all thesee miserable thoughts in my mind,

i realize i should move foward when i was given such chances. 

it is not a complete good option. 

but it is going to bring some wonderful things.

21 haribulan 2

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

alhamdulillah. 

sebagai salah sorang yang Allah pilih, akhirnya, 21 hb 2 ni insyaAllah I akan berangkat ke Auckland.

urmm,,tiket dah konfem. cuma tunggu trikh 21 hb je (padahal barang tak pack lagi)

sungguh. rasa malas tu ada lagi. mala nak pack. malas nak buat berkaitan dengan fly-mefly ni..

rasa nak dok menghadap laptop je. heeeeee

apa-apa pon, semoga Allah ease everything, every everything.!

of cuteness of them.

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

mula-mula tu i ingat nak update pasal proses fly-mefly ni.

tapi boring lah cakap pasal bende tu, so i decided on something else.

remember i told ya i was going to Tadika Budak Comel untuk kesekian kalinya?

yeahh,,i went there to keep an eye on 4 years kids.

all of them, as usual, so COMEL!!

but this year it is quite something.

we have kids that used to live in Finland, UK, urmm where else huh?

so this Finland kid, happens to be in my class..

it was quite difficult to communicate with him. 


but he is so hardworking despite of having difficulties in writing. 

yelahh,, dorang baru 4 tahun so based on my reading, their arm muscle still developing so to hold pencil properly is a thing dorang tak biase lagi

we also have, super-duper energetic girls. 

yang ni memang susah la teacher nak control. 

ade yang nakal tapi rajin buat kerje. ade jugak yang nakal and asyik nak main je.

so this one fine day, the Finland kid want to poo-poo.. 

but it was sooo difficult for him to tell teacher. maybe because he not use to speak english and malay.

luckily i notice his almost-to-cry face.

so immediately ask him, directly, "do you want to poo-poo?"!!

so he said yes!

terus i bawa pegi toilet. and undress him

he thought i was going to give him a shower so he cry lagi laju.

"no water head...no water head...tannak" he said.

at first i tak dapat tangkap ape la yang die cakap water head..water head..

soon i realize water head tu shower. and the way he pronounce tannak  is sooooooooo kawai!!haha

sebab this kid sign up for day care. so he has to stay there until petang. 

the kids that sign up for day care have to sleep, solat and mandi lepas bangun dekat sana.

so maybe he tot i was going to shower him based on his experienced. huhuuu..

that is part of the one-week fun.

ade lagi banyak!!sangat banyak..

some of them i dah cerite dekat fesbuk.

oh yeah, remember Izul? the naughty dinosaur?

last time i had a talk with him,saje-saje to make him stay still..

if not, main, berlari-lari je keje...

"mama masak ape pagi tadi?"

"nasi lemak dengan telor goreng " (dont really remember telor or ayam)

"sedapp nyeee,,,bawak la sikit untuk teacher."

"tak boleh..bla..bla..bla..." (i remember he mentioned about 'tak sedap' and i think it is sooo cruel for him to say his mom's cooking is tak sedap!)

"babah Izul buat ape?"

"babah baca newspaper. baca newspaper macam Dad." Dad is a character from the their story books. his character being describe as someone who read newspaper and almost always holding it

"Izul macam sape?"

"Izul macam Kipper" Kipper is the main character. 

"Kak long suka basuh pinggan. Hadeef kecik je. Hadeef selalu bla..bla..bla... . Alif lagi kecik.Hadeef pon kecik tapi tak kecik macam Alif. Alif tak boleh berjalan. Alif jalan macam ni" sambil demo merangkak. 

"ooowh,,Kak Long macam Biff la ni,  Alif2,,Alif macam sape?" Biff is a female i think :P . and in the picture she is holding frisbee,but it looks similar to pinggan so i assume frisbee as pinggan lahh..

"alif..alif macam Floppy."



u know what,,

that is Floppy! a Dog

kurang asam betol Izul ni cakap adeq die macam Floppy. haihh..

yang tak tahan , boleh pulak die gelak lepas tu.

Izul..izul~~

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lastly i would like to present u, as omiyage for today...

 this is Aqel. adek Alya

Qhalish. abang Qhalish.

p/s: regarding to cerita mimpi, i notice ade orang lain jugak yang mengalami nightmare. heeeheee..musim mengawan ke ape ni

cerita mimpi

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

last night, i had a dream.

bukan mimpi ngeri. not a wet dream either.

but i'm not sure whether the dream was on nite sleep or after subuh sleep. /sweat

the story begin with, hurmm,, yesterday morning, my family and i went for a Maulid celebration dekat kampung. 

during the Jumuah prayer, we, the female one remain at home to do the preparation. 

suddenly my sister, ah Pak ask me which one is better, Iphone 5 or Note II?

hurmm,,so we had quite number of arguments there. 

when we get back, i start browsing my internet. go to my fb, twitter etc..etc..

there, my another sister, ah Wa show me her brand new shoe. 

and we also had quite number of arguments.

when we end our conversation, i told her i was going to have a 'dream' about my brand new shoe , which i asked her to buy one.

at twitter, i tweet about having a 'dream' of wearing high heel. a fancy one.

then my friend reply my tweet and we've been tweeting about high heels. 

i also tweet about stop 'dream'ing of pelangi after being depressed with some issues :(

only then i decided to go to sleep. 

when i woke up, u know whaat??

i had a dream about the Iphone5.

out of nowhere!

so the dream which i would like to call it a mild nightmare is like this......



the story begin when all of us, the sponsored student arrived at the airport and we're having a meeting with our sponsor. 

my friends and i were on our way to the room when i pulled out my Iphone5 from the pocket and it suddenly fall down from escalator to the lower floor. 


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since it is IPHONE5, the screen was perfectly fine meanwhile the body experienced some scratches.

so some dudes, who saw the moment pity me so bad.

then i forgot what happen to the phone and as i realize,i am already moving to the meeting room.

there, i recognized some faces. altho they are supposedly going to Aussie but they're there. in the same place as i am. which mean Auckland!

absurd. 



p/s: tomorrow im going the Tadika Budak Comel after sooooo long absent.

RIP.to you and the few one before.

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

today, news that caught my eyes in twitter timeline was, the confirmation of William Yau body. 

and i was like, 'lagi'

although dah many months tak ade news pasal missing and dead toddler, but because it happens again, in this country, i would like to say 'again'

i kind of develop this 'wanna have kids and happily living ever after' before but because of theeeeeese, the feeling just automatically die. dead. 

i dunno apa punya perasaan the parents will experienced. for sure a bitter one.

even i yang baru jangkau 20-an and baru nak kenal dunia rasa macam horrible,corrupt gile tempat ni apatah lagi married couple yang dah ade anak. tak kesah la anak kecik ke besau ke.

and no wonder la some married couples are afraid of making babies. 

taaaapi if we all ada sifat 'jaga tepi kain orang' sikit, maybe this will help.

for example, jom follow this little step,,

bukan ke macam jaga tepi kain emak orang sikit kan. tapi ianya membantu.hopefully.

tapi janganla yang pemerhati tu buat onar pulak.!

if we are to live longer than others, please,please make the world a better place to live in. 

we are pioneer. make the effort although some people wont look at it and give some worthless thoughts. 

p/s: the baby making is easier than baby keeping-it-safe. i guess

edit : tolong rajin-rajinkan jari-jemari untuk share kes-kes macam ni dekat fesbuk kesayangan. yang kaya raya mungkin boleh advertise dekat TV , newspaper.
tapi yang kurang mampu? 

we just help them okeh :D. fesbuk kan free and always be :D

y me like thissssss???

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

ni masuk bulan ke 6 i cuti-cuti meleysia.

i worked for 1 month so kire nye ni bulan ke 5 lah..

benci betol bile cuti, 

i cannot maintain this good,pious attitude

*sigh* call the devil inside me~

bila hati dah keras ni, 

tengok benda baik pon tak rase nak buat.

buat dosa pon rasa biasa

*sigh* the devil inside me~

i can take, take all the advises they gave me.

it just that i dont feel like taking it.

the worst thing is, 

i dont feel like giving to people either

da'wah,,

before i realize, i already stop giving it. and the inner self start blocking it

how i wish biah solehah is everywhere.

sinful.what a shame

wish. ~sowoneul malhaebwa~

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

aku ade cita-cita
ermm,,tak tau la dipanggil cita-cita ke ape. 

'wish' tu cita-cita ke? 

ok la, aku ada wish. 

wish aku simple-simple je 

wish ni aku simpan dah lama, mungkin 5 6 tahun yang lepas 

kot... 

wish aku yang satu ni ialah, aku nak cuba pakai (bahasa lain nye, ingin memiliki)  satu cloak. 

dulu-dulu,(skarang masih lagi) aku nak sangat pakai cloak akatsuki.

aku rasa macam coolio je kalo aku boleh pakai bende tu. 

skarang ni, aku tengok anime SAO, aku nak pakai cloak yang kirito pakai pulak.

yang tu lagi coolio kot .

tapi aku ade search kt gugel image cloak kirito yang bila-mana di'real'kan,(maksudnye, yang manusia jahit laa),,

ianya tak se'cool' dalam anime.

ggggrrrr!!

skarang aku tak tau aku patut simpan lagi ke tak wishes cloak aku tu.


 mungkin aku perlu berhibernasi untuk mencari jawapan.hurmm?



p/s: kenapa guna 'aku' pulak??

what r u doing?

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

my friend Ms. B yang dekat Ibarashi tu happily upload  gambar main snow.

my friend Ms. A yang dekat Ireland plak, happily touring around Andalucia. 

and me, happily reading their updates.

the next step.

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

yosh!!yosh!!

notice the new layout all over.. hurmmmmmm~~ 

so excited when i put on this new baju to my bloggie. 

tahun baru kaaan...kene la jadi sailormoon sekali sekala. 

this new year going to bring all new things to me (hopefully phew~~~)

soooooo,,hari ni i just got back from MySugarDaddy HQ to collect few documents. 

adehh..when i say a few it is not really that few. hurmm,,how to say eh,,

agak banyak jugak la yang kene isi. biase la. agreement.

1 tajuk dah 4, 5 copies. total bertajuk-tajuk.

buuuuuuuuut,,,

all is well and hopefully end well..

i used to aim this high. actually higher. heeee :D

but for HIM to give me such chances,, feels like huhuhuuuuu~~

I WAS BLESSED!

and hope for the blessing to continue until my last breath. :D :D :D

amiiin~~

sooooo, buck up and study!!

janakutte~~ /floor

 BUCK UP and FILL IN THE FORM!