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بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

my updates, i have done packing. yes literally done.

semua dah hanta kolumpo dah (my uncle's going there so letak je 'banglo' dan 'flat' dalam kereta tu.)

my total luggage is aroung 26 + 8 = 34 kg. 

ada lagi  6 kilos tuu...

tak tau dah nak sumbat apa. 

kalo tau pon, memang nak sumbat makanan je hahaha

leaving Malaysia for a short period is a good choice for me to develop some love for this country. 

it was never been a very good option from the start.

having to leave the whole family.

having to leave my comfort zone..

having to face new challenges in life which u dont know yet how to face it.

having to do everything all by yourselves

having to decide by our own.

buuuuuuuuuuuut, above all thesee miserable thoughts in my mind,

i realize i should move foward when i was given such chances. 

it is not a complete good option. 

but it is going to bring some wonderful things.