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بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

my updates, i have done packing. yes literally done.

semua dah hanta kolumpo dah (my uncle's going there so letak je 'banglo' dan 'flat' dalam kereta tu.)

my total luggage is aroung 26 + 8 = 34 kg. 

ada lagi  6 kilos tuu...

tak tau dah nak sumbat apa. 

kalo tau pon, memang nak sumbat makanan je hahaha

leaving Malaysia for a short period is a good choice for me to develop some love for this country. 

it was never been a very good option from the start.

having to leave the whole family.

having to leave my comfort zone..

having to face new challenges in life which u dont know yet how to face it.

having to do everything all by yourselves

having to decide by our own.

buuuuuuuuuuuut, above all thesee miserable thoughts in my mind,

i realize i should move foward when i was given such chances. 

it is not a complete good option. 

but it is going to bring some wonderful things.

cerita mimpi

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

last night, i had a dream.

bukan mimpi ngeri. not a wet dream either.

but i'm not sure whether the dream was on nite sleep or after subuh sleep. /sweat

the story begin with, hurmm,, yesterday morning, my family and i went for a Maulid celebration dekat kampung. 

during the Jumuah prayer, we, the female one remain at home to do the preparation. 

suddenly my sister, ah Pak ask me which one is better, Iphone 5 or Note II?

hurmm,,so we had quite number of arguments there. 

when we get back, i start browsing my internet. go to my fb, twitter etc..etc..

there, my another sister, ah Wa show me her brand new shoe. 

and we also had quite number of arguments.

when we end our conversation, i told her i was going to have a 'dream' about my brand new shoe , which i asked her to buy one.

at twitter, i tweet about having a 'dream' of wearing high heel. a fancy one.

then my friend reply my tweet and we've been tweeting about high heels. 

i also tweet about stop 'dream'ing of pelangi after being depressed with some issues :(

only then i decided to go to sleep. 

when i woke up, u know whaat??

i had a dream about the Iphone5.

out of nowhere!

so the dream which i would like to call it a mild nightmare is like this......



the story begin when all of us, the sponsored student arrived at the airport and we're having a meeting with our sponsor. 

my friends and i were on our way to the room when i pulled out my Iphone5 from the pocket and it suddenly fall down from escalator to the lower floor. 


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since it is IPHONE5, the screen was perfectly fine meanwhile the body experienced some scratches.

so some dudes, who saw the moment pity me so bad.

then i forgot what happen to the phone and as i realize,i am already moving to the meeting room.

there, i recognized some faces. altho they are supposedly going to Aussie but they're there. in the same place as i am. which mean Auckland!

absurd. 



p/s: tomorrow im going the Tadika Budak Comel after sooooo long absent.

wish. ~sowoneul malhaebwa~

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

aku ade cita-cita
ermm,,tak tau la dipanggil cita-cita ke ape. 

'wish' tu cita-cita ke? 

ok la, aku ada wish. 

wish aku simple-simple je 

wish ni aku simpan dah lama, mungkin 5 6 tahun yang lepas 

kot... 

wish aku yang satu ni ialah, aku nak cuba pakai (bahasa lain nye, ingin memiliki)  satu cloak. 

dulu-dulu,(skarang masih lagi) aku nak sangat pakai cloak akatsuki.

aku rasa macam coolio je kalo aku boleh pakai bende tu. 

skarang ni, aku tengok anime SAO, aku nak pakai cloak yang kirito pakai pulak.

yang tu lagi coolio kot .

tapi aku ade search kt gugel image cloak kirito yang bila-mana di'real'kan,(maksudnye, yang manusia jahit laa),,

ianya tak se'cool' dalam anime.

ggggrrrr!!

skarang aku tak tau aku patut simpan lagi ke tak wishes cloak aku tu.


 mungkin aku perlu berhibernasi untuk mencari jawapan.hurmm?



p/s: kenapa guna 'aku' pulak??

why rurouni?

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

apa itu sessha wa rurouni? dan kenapa nama itu?

sessha - I in english and saya in malay. more tu bahasa hormat .

wa - boleh dikira sebagai 'ialah' or 'is'

rurouni - wanderer in english, pengembara in malay. pengembara with no permanent place

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i  am a wanderer

ini bukan diambil dalam manga Rurouni Kenshin semata-mata. 

tapi jika diteliti, kita benar seorang pengembara.

our homeland bukan Malaysia, bukan juga Auckland nanti.

since we are all made of clay, create by the one and only creator, nak tak nak everyone's native land is the same. same place.

the hereafter.

december comeback

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

tadaaaaaaaaaa~~~

setalah menghilang for months and months akhirnya saya kembali...~~

excited tak.??excited tak??

hihihihiii..

as warming up, i would like to say, NOW IS DECEMBER!! (tak bagi tau pon orang memang dah tau daaaaa) /dignose

p/s: saya obses dengan makanan korea.ottoke????

of bank and kittens

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

last week, tergerak hati nak check balance akaun bank. tup-tup my balance is fewer than i expected. oklah,,i habis a-level bulan 6, i konfem from bulan May lagi i didnt make any withdrawal untiiiiil now.so bila i saw my balance macam tu, terus la rasa nak serbu je bank. and they say i have make transaction in June.

hari ni baru got the chance to go bank. so terkedek-kedek lah i jalan from Tadika Budak Comel tu to my bank. at that area, around Tadika Budak Comel tu, almost all types of banks ada. BSN, Maybank, CIMB, Bank Islam, Bank Rakyat and ada lagi la kot.

sampai2 bank aje, 'system offline'~..

adoyaii..pak guard tu tanya apa masalah dek. so i explain la.

die suruh duduk dulu kot-kot system ok balik.

i tunggu la when suddenly ado sorang pakcik ni pergi kaunter and terus report,

"duit dalam akaun saya hilang"

waaaahhh pakcik! sameww la kiteww /hihi

and of course la i didnt say that in front of them. dengan penuh polite i asked him, duit pakcik hilang jugak ke?~~~ padahal dah dengar dah pakcik tu adu ape kat kaunter..

ringkasnye, as that pakcik yang same fate with me tu didnt bring his buku akaun, so his urusan kejap je la and tak selesai..

since i had the same problem as him so teller tu attend i pulak. yes, without taking any nombor giliran because mesin nombor tu pon tak function.

ringkas lagi, my urusan tak jugak selesai. for me, i still have tonssssss to ask them about, for them it's finished. muka teller tu pon dah macam asam jeruk dah which make me hilang mood instantly to ask more. i thought esok nak pergi lagi. nak serbu lagi. nak tanya lagi sampai puas hati.

the reason why i initially check my balance was because a friend of mine also experienced the same. die lagi la,,half thousand kott. since i dah tak percaya this bank anymore, i withdraw all my money and masukkan dalam bank yang lain. tak kuasa nak guna khidmat yang macam haram ni. dah la teller sarcastic habis. eeeeeeeeeeeee /xd

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on the other side,,a cat kat my rumah ni beranak few days ago and give birth to 4 cute kittens..aww so cute..

my mom suruh letak the kittens dalam sarang kucing (fyi, my house memang ada sarang ni to protect ANY kittens from dibaham bapak, and to kurung Lambert,Miyagi, Gebu if they're injure ) .  

i kurung tu bukan ape. recently kan kuat sangat hujan. so kalo kat luar tu memang sah-sah kene hujan. 

tapi,,tadi i heard bunyi anak kucing which is so loud and clear. terkejut jugak dengar kuat macam tu. and when i check back, si ibu dah bawak lari the kittens. ade la 2 more kittens yang die xsempat bawak lari. 

so tadi, my mum and i increase the barrier of the cage. mintak-mintak si ibu dah tak kuis anak die dah if not, hurmmm ikutkan rekod-rekod lepas,,banyak yang tak selamat.

not my kittens. gambar taken from here

mintak-mintak Allah swt jagakan mereka untuk kami.

p/s: feels like a grown-up today because i manage all the banking alone /hmm

we're one big family

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

i thought i want to express all my ketidakpuashatian here. but,when you think twice,,Allah the greatest is the best place to luahkan everything.

as summary, every parents want the best for their child. i can say none of them want their child to be scolded,punched. even me myself.but then based on my experienced working at kindergarten, some kids behave differently at school and home tau. so sometimes,  why not you listen to the teacher as well. 

since yesterday we were practicing Maher Zain- One Big Family song with gaya as well for the graduation which will be held soon. so we've been listening to this song non-stop after assembly, we break for morning tea, and continue practicing uuuuntil habis waktu sekolah. 

 /sweat

pagi-pagi tu they are quite energetic. dah ke petang tu semakin layu dah..

and one more thing about this graduation which i didnt attend the discussion among the staffs , i was chosen as the MC.

 /no

i have no idea what to do dah..you'll be mc and the audiences are the doctors,teachers, experts, businessman and other professionals..just how can i be so senang hati right now...

itu lah akibat tak datang meeting kann.



p/s:today i wore white kurung with small pink roses and some of them puji comel.. /blush

cool stuff...sss

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

hukhukk..bila I baca balik my previous post, rase gedik gile diriku ini~~lalalaaa

remember bout the cool stuff I mention before?ni diaa

picture taken from somewhere idunremember~

tadaaa~~anticipate much huh..

ipod portable speaker~ dolu2 teringin nak bende ni. tapi i ni jenis yang suka pakai earphone tak tahu la kenapa teringin speaker plak..baru skarang dapat (actually bukan dapat on hand pon, jumpe somewhere)

senanye (read:sebenarnye) bende ni dah lameeeee i tengok kat rumah. catches my eyes every time i masuk my parents' room. tapi i thought that is radio. you got me?radio.yes! radio. bentuk tu same kan.dont blame me la

betapa in my heart i feel so oldies nye my parents ade radio mudah alih yang kecil ni.comel pulak tu.kahkahakah~~alih2 bukan.lagi canggih dari tu. kahkahkah...

smalam my little bro geledah bilik my parents. nak cari barang katenye. tapi barang yang dicari  tak jumpe. what he found was earphone!or to be exact earphonessss...ye lebih dari satu. apa lagi, i trus grab one lah..apple punye barang kottt..dari aku bli daiso 5 hengget and rosak lepas 3 bulan, baik amik yang ni kan.(eventho yang ni pon made from china and takde pon gambar apple yang digigit sikit,ia tetap from apple!!!) 

kirenye i found 2 cool stuffs yang maybe boleh menjahanamkan my deria pendengaran.hikhihih

but i hope not.kbai.

aaaannndd orang tweet pasal octoberwish, ade eh monthly wish ni?so my wish that i RT is 'february 2013, do come fast!' :D there's no other reason for that mommies~~



p/s:saya sambung bace naruto lagi.to kill the time~

semua normal ada abnormal

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

sekarang ni dah jadi benda biase kawin awal kan. which is gooood! so very good. 

i basically tak kisah sangat pasal hal ni. dunno why i kurang minat lah nak sembang-sembang hal kawin ni. memang la ada cita-cita nak ada suami yang hensem, responsible, g hanimun, blikan beg baju, bla bla blaa..tapi kalo dah sampai bukak topik hantaran, baju, theme kawen tu i dah rase laen macaaaam je. 

weird?

pernah dulu,jaman dolu-dolu time skolah all-girls, I was asked by one of my friend(tak ingat la die ask or she make a statement) ,I ni lesbo ke.

and i was like,,'hey dude, plislaa' (hahaa..ni dah gedik ni guna dude, dulu mane tau slang key ell). soalan ke hape ni tauu.

of coz la i deny habis-habisan. the main reason dorang cop i like that is because i never show any minat to boys. nama lagi all-girls kann.

and another one reason is i terlampau minat anime. naruto, ichigo, shin, arthur, cagalli,haku,ranmaru, luna,stella yadayadaaa...ade cakap i berchenta dengan kartun jepon.. wohaa! sodap mulut kau jahhhh

at that time, dikira kalo ado bf tu ,wonderful thing happen to you. u automatically be an instant perfect girl in the school,,all other girls wanna be like u. u'r the new queen bee. u'r is the only girl that can win his heart~~~~~dan terus berbunga dan berkembang.

our school ni ada jiran school which happens to be an all-boys school. and one more school but then yang tu mixed girls and boys so tak heran sangat..hikhikkk..jadi, nama lelaki yang popular kt sane tu automatik popular jugak in our school.

well,,takde mase yang hurai panjang-panjang sekolah tu tauu..

my point is, dolu, disebabkan fenomena ini sering berlaku, benda ni dah tak jadi alien dah. norm. sampaikan i masuk sekolah lain baru i tau benda ni is not the right thing to do babe. 

fuuhh,,nasib baik i dulu tak terjebak. mula-mula, i macam didnt get the message. 'kapel menghampiri zina' dan seangkatan dengannya. 

so mula-mula tu i ingat ni idealogi baru sampaikan diri sendiri tak paham.kakaka.. tapi curiosity kills the meow. on this one fine day, i ask naqibah apa maksud taglines ni sume. dalam hati akak ni mesti die wonder kan i ni creature from laut mana la hukum simple pon tak tahu.

she explains la satu-satu. kapel tu buat hati rasa lain. our mind slalu terbayang-bayang. hati selalu rindu. mulut slalu rasa nak senyum. kekadang rasa gembira,special sebab ada orang luar sayang. dan panjang lebar lagi

and i was like,,isnt this normaaal kak~~??waaaaa...nak nangis..terus rasa macam orang bebal baru kluar gua. 

tu laa..semua benda orang buat kita rase that thing is normal kan. ilmu ku cetek:( tapi dulu sirius i tengok orang yang kapel ni terus meluat u. tak tau la jeles ke hape ke tapi rasa macam nak cakap "ko ingat ko sorang ke ha boleh berkepit macam tu?asdfghjkl;lhgfdshitghjk"

tapi tak mungkin nye aku nak habaq mai.konfirm orang cakap i gila jeles kan.huaaa~~

sooooooo,moral of the sotory,, 

perbanyakkan ilmu di dada,supaya tidak terikut dengan arus modenisasi, supaya kita tidak menghalalkan yang haram,dan mengharamkan yang halal, supaya lagi kita berjaya keluar dari fitnah-fitnah dunia.

ketahuilah semua bahawa wanita ni fitnah terbesaaaaar di akhir zaman ni. kalo bos laki, ada pegawai pompuan, si laki tu boleh termakan pujuk rayu the pegawai tauu.(kisah benar) 

off-topic:jumpa cool stuff in my house, nanti cite next post yerr

p/s:my mom cakap nak buat roti.yes,she said wanna BAKE roti. aint i a happy girl??~~~