semua normal ada abnormal

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

sekarang ni dah jadi benda biase kawin awal kan. which is gooood! so very good. 

i basically tak kisah sangat pasal hal ni. dunno why i kurang minat lah nak sembang-sembang hal kawin ni. memang la ada cita-cita nak ada suami yang hensem, responsible, g hanimun, blikan beg baju, bla bla blaa..tapi kalo dah sampai bukak topik hantaran, baju, theme kawen tu i dah rase laen macaaaam je. 

weird?

pernah dulu,jaman dolu-dolu time skolah all-girls, I was asked by one of my friend(tak ingat la die ask or she make a statement) ,I ni lesbo ke.

and i was like,,'hey dude, plislaa' (hahaa..ni dah gedik ni guna dude, dulu mane tau slang key ell). soalan ke hape ni tauu.

of coz la i deny habis-habisan. the main reason dorang cop i like that is because i never show any minat to boys. nama lagi all-girls kann.

and another one reason is i terlampau minat anime. naruto, ichigo, shin, arthur, cagalli,haku,ranmaru, luna,stella yadayadaaa...ade cakap i berchenta dengan kartun jepon.. wohaa! sodap mulut kau jahhhh

at that time, dikira kalo ado bf tu ,wonderful thing happen to you. u automatically be an instant perfect girl in the school,,all other girls wanna be like u. u'r the new queen bee. u'r is the only girl that can win his heart~~~~~dan terus berbunga dan berkembang.

our school ni ada jiran school which happens to be an all-boys school. and one more school but then yang tu mixed girls and boys so tak heran sangat..hikhikkk..jadi, nama lelaki yang popular kt sane tu automatik popular jugak in our school.

well,,takde mase yang hurai panjang-panjang sekolah tu tauu..

my point is, dolu, disebabkan fenomena ini sering berlaku, benda ni dah tak jadi alien dah. norm. sampaikan i masuk sekolah lain baru i tau benda ni is not the right thing to do babe. 

fuuhh,,nasib baik i dulu tak terjebak. mula-mula, i macam didnt get the message. 'kapel menghampiri zina' dan seangkatan dengannya. 

so mula-mula tu i ingat ni idealogi baru sampaikan diri sendiri tak paham.kakaka.. tapi curiosity kills the meow. on this one fine day, i ask naqibah apa maksud taglines ni sume. dalam hati akak ni mesti die wonder kan i ni creature from laut mana la hukum simple pon tak tahu.

she explains la satu-satu. kapel tu buat hati rasa lain. our mind slalu terbayang-bayang. hati selalu rindu. mulut slalu rasa nak senyum. kekadang rasa gembira,special sebab ada orang luar sayang. dan panjang lebar lagi

and i was like,,isnt this normaaal kak~~??waaaaa...nak nangis..terus rasa macam orang bebal baru kluar gua. 

tu laa..semua benda orang buat kita rase that thing is normal kan. ilmu ku cetek:( tapi dulu sirius i tengok orang yang kapel ni terus meluat u. tak tau la jeles ke hape ke tapi rasa macam nak cakap "ko ingat ko sorang ke ha boleh berkepit macam tu?asdfghjkl;lhgfdshitghjk"

tapi tak mungkin nye aku nak habaq mai.konfirm orang cakap i gila jeles kan.huaaa~~

sooooooo,moral of the sotory,, 

perbanyakkan ilmu di dada,supaya tidak terikut dengan arus modenisasi, supaya kita tidak menghalalkan yang haram,dan mengharamkan yang halal, supaya lagi kita berjaya keluar dari fitnah-fitnah dunia.

ketahuilah semua bahawa wanita ni fitnah terbesaaaaar di akhir zaman ni. kalo bos laki, ada pegawai pompuan, si laki tu boleh termakan pujuk rayu the pegawai tauu.(kisah benar) 

off-topic:jumpa cool stuff in my house, nanti cite next post yerr

p/s:my mom cakap nak buat roti.yes,she said wanna BAKE roti. aint i a happy girl??~~~

i was once an a-level student

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

finally. graduate at last. yattaaaaa!

remember my previous post about the convocation? Alhamdulillah everything went smooth, nice and steady all day. except i make such a fuss when i arrived there. hahaaa..

tapi that's not totally my fault tau. heheee

for my class, only 2 of them yang absent. dah sambung blajar kan so tak dapat la menghadirkan diri. but never mind, nowadays we have all means of social network fesbuk, twitter, blog, skype and banyak lagi that will make orang yang tak datang pon boleh rase the heat.

2 years in kms make me learn a lot of things. when i say a lot, i do mean it. it is tough to be with but it is hard to leave. kms is the place where we share the tears(betul ni) and joy of course! place where we want everybody to be on the same level. 

i remember what my counselor said back in orientation program. it sounds like this ,, 'anda semua sudah menempah satu kerusi di universiti di oversea, now it's time for you to get the flight's ticket' .sebab we all have to pass the cut-off pointer yang sponsor tetapkan. so kat sini tak de makne nye kau nak berjaya sorang-sorang leaving your friend alone. 

tapi as a student, most of the time bila kite tengok orang main kite nak main jugak. tengok orang study, kite pon nak join same. bila orang dah stop , pon kite stop jugak. tapi limit kite tak semua sama. orang lain maybe study for few minutes dapat absorb banyak. ada jugak kene study few hours baru dapat banyak. kene tahu style sendiri. ada time kene ubah jugak bila asyik practice benda yang sama but the output is still poor. 

tapi tak pe la tu. now kan holiday. the very last long holiday kot. because after this when u finish your degree, kene kerja pulak. in between that kalau beruntung dapat terus kerja, if not kene tunggu jugak. tapi tunggu at that time is like penantian yang tidak pasti. sebab tak tau dapat kerja apa n bila. 

this is suppose to be my graduation punye post kan..hahaaa

okok..i think few pictures for the future me to reminisce.  

not the whole batch tho. only engineering with few missing members

 11.1. the coolest class in batch 11 and entire batches. hahaa perasann

roomies~~nanti semua pon gi nz<333333

 my family. owh that is my twin sister with her husband:p (semua renek2 except the fatherr)

farewell Batch 11. goodbye all the great lecturers. goodbye all the awesome friends. goodbye the cool biah solehah. may we meet again, if not in this dunia, we will in Jannah. amiiin~ 

p/s:just where is the good in goodbye?

my first convocation.

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

or to be exact, my first official convocation. i didnt attend my high school's grad because of few reasons.. sedih memang sedih. nak buat macam mana. but i did manage go to school tho. some of my friends yang kesiankan bagi la pinjam jubah for me to sarung kejap. hahahaaha..at least i have my picture in jubah convo..so tak pe la kann...

this Sunday, a graduation ceremony will be held (ayat skema). which mean i gotta meet my AL friendssssss...voila!which also mean i gotta meet my lecturersssss.hahaha voila lah jugak.

part yang sedih nye, ada few yang tak dapat datang sebab dah fly.to budak-budak UK yang felai awal,la tahzan my friends.

harap-harap all the pleasant things will happen this Sunday. i tak nak kecoh-kecoh on the big day. 

gambar gempak habis lahh...mine tak de la macam ni rasenye nanti. tapi baling-baling topi ni memang sinonim dengan convocation kan so never mind lah

p/s: no work this Sunday and Monday.yeay!!but i'll be missing the kids :((

shoking monday!

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

when i arrived at Tadika Budak Comel this morning, i was like "is it only me or other teachers feel the same too?"

feeling weird by looking at the kids,i then realize that the kids must be really eager to go to school after 3days holiday.

at least that pop-ed up in my mind before any bad thoughts kann.heeee~

and then when I teliti sorang-sorang, i realized yang Alya potong rambut. :S *speechless*

dah macam kepala ayam dah I tengok..tu yang satu hari tak habis gelak-gelak. i think she go wild kot,takpun merajuk with her parents tu yang amik drastic decision to cut her hair!by her own mean.*rofl* - dah tak boleh husnuzon lagi dahh

this is her on merdeka raya celebration. nampak gud2 je kann,tapi dengil boleh tahan

apart from Alya adalah a few more students yang also cut their hair. but then yang lain is perfectly normal punya hair cut. 

since sudah 3 days we all cuti because the Hari Malaysia fell on Sunday, tu yang kami semua cuti straight from Friday to Sunday, my voice yang Ella's like tu almost recover. tapi masuk aje kelas hari ni terus dry balik..

haaaaa...macam mana i nak masok the voice ni~~

oh yea, my friend reached Dublin a few days ago and today we were skyping! happy giler i dapat skype with that girl. but then our time is limited since i have to bath all the kids lagi. we postponed our chit chat to some other time. sedih jugak my lappy cannot do the voice calling because it has no microphone. (ala2 lappy jangan merajuk tau,u dah banyak, sangat banyak berjasa to me especially these 2years). so tadi only her with mic, i traditionally use typing chatting :D.tapi webcam ade tau.we do the video-with-no-voice calling! haaa...

since tomorrow is another day of shouting and running with the kids i guess enough sleep is vital aite...

last but not least, i found this on my fb's news feed few mins ago which put me into deeeeeeeeep thinking.

from Ustazah Nor Bahiyah,,

"Kita dihidupkan hari ini bukan untuk menyambung maksiat semalam, melainkan untuk kembali mencari pengampunan Tuhan"

selamat hari raya!

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

finally i finished my six days of puasa 6 di bulan Syawal (dah nama pon puasa 6 kann).

tahun ni I start agak lambat puasa 6 because of few things. parents baru balik laa,, open house laa jemputan itu ini laa..sampai kene nag by my father lagi sebab dah nak habis Syawal baru rayer! haaa,,voilaa!!sempat jugak I habis pose at last. 

so for raya tomorrow i plan nak buat gyoza. u know gyoza??or they call it chinese dumpling. to do it, I must start from scratch. from the wrapper to the inti kat dalam. because in my place there is no way larr I can find instant gyoza wrapper. paling tak pun boleh dapat popiah skin. phyllo pastry pon I baru terjumpe kt Tesco tadi. i box for 15 bucks. haa amik kauu! 15 hengget minimum bajet kalau nak buat baklava. 

oh yea,,nak dengar cerita sedih.? on my way back home from somewhere(?) last week,we all stopped at Shell minyak for maghrib+isyak prayer. nak dijadikan cerita my glasses jatuh dalam lubang jamban (actually nak cerita agak la malu nye==). dahla ada satu je spectacle, jatuh pulak..sedih sungguh laa. since esoknye I ada kelas to teach (or rather budak to take care of) ,terpakse la stop by mall to buy contact lenses. tapi suka la jugak because this time orang belanja kan..jimat duit tak payah spend for one month. 

nampak gaye this month punye salary i must use some to buy new glasses.*sigh*

lately, dah ramai my friends yang fly. batch from kms to UK coming soooon! best jugak tengok gambar dorang kat luar sana. i know my time will come but it's fun+quite jealous laarr..HAHA (ok.tak kelakar pon). 

since time buat gyoza wrapper tadi tak snap one picture pon, layan je la my drawing back in spm days.

p/s:the old me have time and love to draw. i wonder where can i pick up that semangat to draw again...

if u ever feel so ugh!

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

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